Lately the past like week I’ve had this like heavy feeling in my heart and I just don’t feel like the high energy magnetic person I’ve been for the past two months and it’s really upsetting me. I don’t know what to do. I Keep doing my meditations and it is not helping. Like three weeks ago I put out some emails to volunteer to get some experience in this class. I’m taking and nobody got back to me at all and it’s kind of bummed me out but I should be able to just take ENERGY back and say OK I’m good either way and I would have but for some reason this class is really taking a toll on me even though I love it cause it’s it’s just feel like the time it’s taking is emotionally draining me. Is it integrated?because of this challenge like is it bringing something out in me? We haven’t really done anything yet though, so I don’t see how that could be. I just wanna feel like I have been feeling the past two months like like I was high on life like it was great. I was a different person