I won’t lie this year as it comes to an end is definitely testing my faith. How I have managed to make it as far as I have on my own is a miracle alone ❤️🔥😆💯 so I will not disregard this. I have come leaps and bounds since leaving my abusers in June.
Yet my faith still gets hits. I got a call two days ago saying my deceased ex left a substantial sum of $$ in investments at one of the local banks and he listed his kids as beneficiaries. I called as directed to see what I needed to due to claim this for my kids.
Turns out because he made his brother his executor of state we get nothing. His brother already contacted the bank and began a process of claiming the funds.
That part was not so bad. Not until I had people in their desire to advocate for my injustice create a very negative environment almost arguing like I had done something wrong when communicating with the bank. Had to be my mistake right? Not the legal system and rules lol 😂 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
Yet every day I get messages about opportunities coming my way. So here I am needing to trust and have faith. I won’t lie I made need a small cry later to let this go. And no I don’t have money to go to court and fight for this money. So no there is not anything I can do at the moment. It’s not worth it to me anyway.
Now if I could only find one other person besides my doctor who I know that can sign my passport renewal lol - who knew finding people that have known you for 2 years would be so hard 🤷🏻♀️😂🤦🏻♀️❤️🔥
I know it will all work out as it’s meant to. Just some days are harder than others.
So for anyone else out there having a day - I feel you. This is my morning mantra. I am getting up and getting stronger - no matter how many triggers come at me as I reach the deadline to leave my current residence - with none of my original plans working out at all ❤️🔥💯😂😂😂
Can’t lose if we don’t quit!!