You think that you have met your divine counterpart, a destiny with a purpose?
A perfect mirror of divine love and light, but also a perfect mirror of all shadows and demons.
Having conversations on a deep soul level that both of you experienced for the first time in life, where bliss and pure love were flowing in God's innocence.
...and shadows, being honest and accountable to share them with him, without attacking him, giving him time and space with patience.
You have chosen to love him! It was a decision.
Yet, he will rather run because of the things you saw in him- not being accountable and honest, not showing integrity, keeping the word!
You were shaking his inner delusional world, all his distorted beliefs about what peace truly is.
He thinks that being with someone means they'll only be sweet and perfect.
Partner with no problems, no feedback, and no challenge- he is fooled by thinking peace is that!
You were not wrong; it was destiny.
The thing is, you can be gifted, incredibly gifted, but not disciplined, mature enough, aligned with love, or willing to engage in deeper work to keep it and to honor it!
When two hearts are not aligned in love, God will separate them- this is a real God's love!
Keep believing, don't shrink yourself, you deserve someone who will protect you from their demons and know how to love you like every man is supposed to love a woman/God.