I'm doing this a little differently because my phone keeps acting up every time I try to make a video, so I'm just posting what my Daily Vibe was for the day and what is going on in my day today. It's going to be more like a journal entry today, so please bear with me as I try to build this habit.
Today's situation:
- I'm trying to show up for myself by doing these daily and getting back to doing videos like I was regularly doing, but my damn phone is full again and it's getting on my nerves how I'm having to double check old work so that I don't lose certain values of sorts. Nonetheless, regardless the challenges, I'm still going to show up for myself by posting at least one of these daily and then going from there as my day goes. 💪💪💪
- My vibe mentioned something about healing old patterns to open up pathways to authentic connection. It sounds pretty counterintuitive for me at the moment, considering that the only way for me to heal these old patterns that prevent me from making genuine connections is by going out and making genuine connections so that I can get past the rejection part of things. Some times I'm afraid of acting like a childish narcissist if I get rejected in some way shape or form...but I guess I have to go out and find that out... ...somehow. 😅🫣😅
- I'm not sure what made me, but SOMETHING made me sign up for a gym membership at my local Planet Fitness and considering that I already do exercises alone and away from the world, this is NEW for me. Earlier today, I went and did a calisthenics workout before I went to work at the tavern (which also luckily happen to be in the same shopping center as Planet Fitness) and while I was there, it was an experience to adjust to. I would say it was uncomfortable, but it really wasn't after 5 minutes of being there... so... that's something. 🙆🏃♂️🤸
As you navigate the streets of your life:
- Always show up for yourself in some way regardless of your external circumstances. The work you put in will always be worth it. 💪
- Making connections will be the only way that you will ever truly know what it is that you need to work on when it comes to making connections. 💚
- Being uncomfortable is part of the growth process. Trust it and know that as the time goes, you'll find your groove and from there, you will find out what is and or isn't for you when it comes to the changes you're undergoing. 💯
I know this may have come later on in the day, but I hope you had the best day. If you are taking the time to read this and if you took anything beneficial away from this, thank you and know that I appreciate you taking time you could've spent elsewhere here to read this. I love you and know that with everything I speak of, I'm going through as well. 💚💚💚