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Crazy Week

I’ve been doing the 10 day love reset, and have had such big breakthroughs. I started to understand how I was showing up in my relationship and giving my power away, until I’m literally left with nothing. I’ve started to take my power back and had a really good chat with my partner, we’d literally broken up! I was really honest about my role in our dynamic and he was really open to listen and understand.

The week has just blown up after this…had an appraisal with a company I work for, and they’re not renewing my contract. The feedback they gave me was quite harsh and not constructive. The conversation left me feeling really low and questioning my whole career! I’ll be honest I struggled yesterday and it was difficult to sleep. Today I woke up feeling angry and I’m now not prepared to see out my contract. This isn’t because I’m angry, this is because I’m looking at my value and the micro ways I’d given over my power. I’m not giving any more of my time or energy to something I wasn’t valued in.

Then I had a guy wanting to work with me, but he started trying to change all of the conditions…how much time he’d pay for, what he’d pay, how he’d pay…he tried crossing so many boundaries, so I told him we weren’t a good fit and I charge by the hour not by the minute!

Finally, today we called into a cafe, and of course after this week, a couple who had a disagreement with us last year, were sat there 🤦‍♀️ of course they were 😂 The wife was horrible to me last year after our sons (age 10) had a disagreement. This caused me anxiety for weeks. She didn’t acknowledge me so i didn’t acknowledge her. I went to the loo and my partner went to say hello and they kicked off on him 🤦‍♀️ however, this situation caused no triggering in me today.

So after this week I’ve been like wow have I passed the test 😳😂

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