The true value of āworkā..
Everything was ready for the wedding the next day. Mandy, being the queen of organisation, had thought of everything. But I noticed there was something missing. Our wedding theme was inclusivity - we wanted everyone to feel accepted, seen, and included. So instead of a traditional ābucks night,ā I chose something different. I gathered a small group of men around a ceremonial fire. I had no agenda. Just deep gratitude for the incredible men whoād journeyed alongside me through life. My 79 year old father, my two sons, my adopted third son, my four brothers, my nephew, and my closest friends. Half the men had never sat in a circle before. The others were seasoned facilitators, familiar with the power of menās work. That mix created something special - a safe, honest space where everyone felt free to speak from the heart. One friend asked, āWhat do you want to receive from this circle, Andy?ā I said - āMandy and I are good, so Iām not looking for marriage advice. Iām just grateful to be here and open to whatever unfolds.ā One of my closest friends, suggested that everyone share how they knew me and anything they wanted to add. And thatās when it got real. One by one, they spoke. My eldest brother cried as he recalled the days I was āoff the railsā - playing in punk bands, partying too hard, and flirting with disaster. He said, āI thought we were going to lose you, Andy.ā My heart cracked open hearing that. He wasnāt wrong. Those were dangerous years. And Iām deeply grateful my family stuck with me when they could have disowned me instead. My oldest friend said, āYou saved my life, mate. When I was right on the edge, you stayed on the phone for hours and helped me through the darkest moments of my life.ā Another man said, āYou had no reason to show up for me - but you did, consistently - when I needed you.ā My adopted son said, through tears, āIāve never met my real father ā but Andy, youāve been a father to me.ā I wasnāt looking for praise. But the love and reflection in that circle hit me harder than I expected.