It's been quite a while since I posted. Thought I'd drop something to think about. In these last few months I have been working extensively on manifesting and working towards a degree in behavioral health. Yes, working in behavioral health means I have past lives experience. Stick with me through this rant and rave, it does have a point. You will see that no matter the hand you were dealt in life, you can always elevate yourself to a higher frequency. A little about me I was born in the late 80's in a planned C-section. My mother thought since she would be in the hospital for a few days she would get drunk and high in the parking lot, as a result my first experience in life was detoxification... And a result of me an infant detoxing was that I was in the NICU and my relatives didn't get to hold me. I have personally battled with addiction and mental health issues my entire life. Please stay with me, I'm not asking for sympathy or anything of that nature I'm simply sharing my norm with you. A little more about that is that both my parents went to prison. Gang activity was fostered and as a result I was an active gang member and drug addict before I had even experienced puberty. Starting from the bottom had a lot of benefits in my life. I witnessed both my parents die young from substance abuse. My dad's brother my uncle Bob was stomped to death in an alley and was a mmip before I finished middle school. I witnessed first hand what can happen to a person who doesn't choose to turn and face the deamons of adversary, and trauma. I don't claim to have the answers, but instead I turn to introspection when I hear people claim to. I have found a few authors that I can't find any flaws in their theories. One being Depak Chopra, the second being Wayne Dwyer, and lastly Gabor mate Md. The first of the three has an emphasis on pseudoscience and explains how one can go within and heal any ailment of your being with your own belief. The second speaks about success, his emphasis tends to talk about monetary gains but he introduces concepts vital to manifestation. The last author was born in Budapest hungary during the Nazi occupation and surviving the Holocaust. The thing about this last author is that he like me, battles addiction. After working in Vancouver BC, in the densest population of addiction developed theories regarding addiction. A large portion of his clients are first Nation people, and he identified that trauma usually leads to addiction.

Something I have been working on recently is manifesting things physically, from a spiritual perspective and understanding... In science class we were taught that everything is made of atoms, atoms are energy on a nuclear level... So are our prayers. Just like the process of building a fire you have to have the intention. After the initial intention it takes time to gather the things you will need in essence the kindling and wood you will be burning to get the warmth.... Manifesting is like this in the fact that it consumes a lot of spiritual energy, and it helps to make offerings and to close your eyes and see the things you are attempting to manifest... I recently did this with a set of tail feathers... I prayed and put offerings down and knowing the rarity of the items I was asking to be presented with I added the stipulation of having the appropriate trade or monetary value.... There is more but my kids need me... Feel free to message on this thread. I'm excited to hear thoughts and inquiries.

Highly requested zoom for songs and interpretation went well last week..recording in classroom section.

While most people see obstacles as punishments, the wise see them as the gymnasium where character is built and strength is forged