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Overcoming adversary/ introspection, and solutions.
It's been quite a while since I posted. Thought I'd drop something to think about. In these last few months I have been working extensively on manifesting and working towards a degree in behavioral health. Yes, working in behavioral health means I have past lives experience. Stick with me through this rant and rave, it does have a point. You will see that no matter the hand you were dealt in life, you can always elevate yourself to a higher frequency.
A little about me I was born in the late 80's in a planned C-section. My mother thought since she would be in the hospital for a few days she would get drunk and high in the parking lot, as a result my first experience in life was detoxification... And a result of me an infant detoxing was that I was in the NICU and my relatives didn't get to hold me. I have personally battled with addiction and mental health issues my entire life. Please stay with me, I'm not asking for sympathy or anything of that nature I'm simply sharing my norm with you. A little more about that is that both my parents went to prison. Gang activity was fostered and as a result I was an active gang member and drug addict before I had even experienced puberty. Starting from the bottom had a lot of benefits in my life. I witnessed both my parents die young from substance abuse. My dad's brother my uncle Bob was stomped to death in an alley and was a mmip before I finished middle school. I witnessed first hand what can happen to a person who doesn't choose to turn and face the deamons of adversary, and trauma. I don't claim to have the answers, but instead I turn to introspection when I hear people claim to.
I have found a few authors that I can't find any flaws in their theories. One being Depak Chopra, the second being Wayne Dwyer, and lastly Gabor mate Md. The first of the three has an emphasis on pseudoscience and explains how one can go within and heal any ailment of your being with your own belief. The second speaks about success, his emphasis tends to talk about monetary gains but he introduces concepts vital to manifestation. The last author was born in Budapest hungary during the Nazi occupation and surviving the Holocaust. The thing about this last author is that he like me, battles addiction. After working in Vancouver BC, in the densest population of addiction developed theories regarding addiction. A large portion of his clients are first Nation people, and he identified that trauma usually leads to addiction.
There was a study done called the adverse childhood experience study(ACE's) for short. Clinical studies found people who experienced more ACE's tended to have worse health outcomes. I score 9/10 which means I was nearly destined to die with a needle in my arm, die from AIDS, heart attach, stroke or other serious medical problems.
Through Dialectable Behavior Therapy, mindfulness and meditation I have lowered my blood pressure and stress. I made some videos and posted them to social media, and YouTube... But that has taken a hiatus as I have too many moving parts at the moment to continue with them. Since the break from making reels I have manifested the life in living. I'm a homeowner, I started with no credit about a year and a half ago, and I don't make payments for my home. I moved and got into school because I had no excuse worth of why I shouldn't further my education. I considered school because it offered a path where I could continue to learn, grow and advance opportunities to help people like me. I was disenfranchised, and am climbing the socioeconomic latter out of that hole. From no collar to blue collar and soon to be white collar.
To wrap this up, it wasn't long ago I was on the streets. Then I went through the hoops of substance abuse, and intensive mental health treatment. I saw problems in the way I was conducting myself, and chose to rise above where I was at. I followed the example the bear people show us, to go inside and find the answers to the problems I had. I dealt with childhood trauma, which led to me being able to find the flaws in my accountability. Addressing these issues helped me to stop making excuses and to find solutions. I pray that you have the opportunity to get rid of the excuses and find the guidance to the solutions that will set you free.
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