My journey from cocaine addiction to Self mastery

Hey guys, here is my journey and the lessons I learned As

requested I share it her it is

It all started about 20 years ago when I was 15, at the time I was feeling a little bit depressed and wanted to build freedom in my life, my parents were very strict and did listen to my complains seriously

I was being bullied at school since the age of 8 and couldn't take it anymore, I was raised as Catholic and in the bible Jesus said if you get slapped on the right cheek give them your left

which might have worked for him but didn't work for me, more Than that the only option my parents allowed me to use was to report the Bulling to the teachers... which only made it worse

I remember the day It all changed, it was science class and someone made fun of me, and everyone laughed... even the teacher

deep inside of me I felt rejected and, I felt betrayed by my parents, I had done everything to be the good kid they wanted me to be and I was forced to go to a school where I was just suffering

So I made the decision to become the most rebellious and most popular kid of my school

I started organising parties, first in bars (alcohol consumption for beers and low % beverage is allowed from 16) then at my parent's house when they were away, one day I met a dude at apery I had done in my parent's house we had ecstasy

this blew my mind (duh) and I decided I was going to sell it, it would make me popular, feel good, and get money

which happened, for the next ten years I was selling and making money I was known in various circles and clubs, owners would often prefer me as I was suppling their clients with good stuff without causing trouble

this activity gre pretty well and I had a large range of products, basically all I'd want to consume on a daily basis

at the peak I had 8 people working for me, and this is where things got tricky,

one day my associate and best friend decided to set me up, this started an spiral of paranoia and overconsumptions, guns got involves and I wasn't ready for it

after 2 years I woke up one day took a line of coke and started crying

I asked a friend for help, this gave me the initial strength to start then I went on a journey of self healing, as the paranoia was still strong Wasn't truly believing in sharing my struggles, besides that I was raised as a man should be solving his problems on his own

not only I had trauma based addiction I also had ADHD, as I was doing my journey on my own

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the main lesson I have learned from my journey is that spiritual practices are essential in life, it's like the use manual we wish we had on how to be human, but they have been mixed with institutional religions which often have been corrupted by men

to me we need to engage with these practices the same way we engage with nutrition or physical activity, it has to be done in order to maintain ourselves healthy

thank for reading!

let me now if you have any questions in the comments

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