It's been an interesting weekend. On Friday, I met up with a girl I hooked up with from a club a few weeks ago. It was such a sharp contrast to the date I had the night before where the girl didn't drink anything besides a mocktail. This girl only wanted to drink whiskey cokes and wanted me to get drunk. She came home with me and stayed the night, but it was a struggle to have sex with her after the first time. She gave me an out where I could've sent her home that night, but she stayed over. The sex was good, but she felt a bit too skinny and made me want to see a girl who is more curvy. When she left the next day I felt not that great because of the alcohol and poor sleep from the night before. I didn't think I was going to do that much cold approach yesterday but then 1 approach turned into 10+. I had a date lined up from bumble with a curvy taiwanese girl that night, she was quite late. As I walked in to the rooftop bar I was going to meet my girl, some thai girl meowed at me. I thought I was tripping but then I looked over. There was a really hot girl in front of me, but I waited too long to approach and then she was no where to be found. The girl who meowed at me squeezed my shoulder as she past me going back to her table I looked over and her gay friends were ushering me over. She seemed kinda shy when I actually got over and her gay friends did a lof of the talking they asked me "how long" i was lol and then she asked me who i was waiting for i told her a bumble date, but i thought she looked better, and then her gay friends were like threesome and looked at her and she didnt seem entirely opposed to the idea lol. her friends also said it was her birthday. i went back to my table and ordered a bottle of rose with three glasses. when i looked back over at her table there were two white guys talking to them and she was more agressive with one of the white guys than me. i feel like they felt more into the attractive white guy sterotype taller than me with white here. this is bangkok and i feel like i cant let that type of thing get to me. when the bottle arrived those guys were gone and i went over and gave her a glass of rose and told her happy birthday. she came to my table and told me she hoped to go home with me tonight. my date showed up i looked back over and they were gone. i messaged her on ig but no reply. i was kinda into my date and we were having fun. i managed to pull her back to my place, but i made a couple of blunders, but the fatal one was mentioning the girl that was planning to visit me in bangkok. she ended up leaving without me closing and i feel like part of it was she was just trying to be difficult she mightve even been joking at first but it was hard to tell. it was just pretty frustrating because she was pretty forward in some ways and made it seem like i was going to close and also because i felt like i had a strong chance with the other girl and this girls curviness bordered on chubbiness she seemed kinda insecure about it. i thought because my calendar is so full now and because i was frustrated i told her i will probably not see her again as she left. i felt kinda shitty this morning after drinking and smoking weed with the taiwanese girl, but im going to meet with my trainer soon. i have a date lined up tonight but my main focus is going to be to not drink too much and i feel like im not going to care so much about closing with this girl as long as i get a good night's sleep