I wonder, because although I didn't start off yet ( Just working on my first videonscript) I have noticed that It feels good to me when I think about running my own channel.
Second thing is that I am really afraid of speaking and explaining things in English because it is not my main language although I love it.
Third it makes me realise what I actually want to experience creating this channel. I want to experience: 1. pure joy because I helped someone and this person improved her life at least a bit; 2. Fulfilment 3. Genuine happiness from achieving success by helping others and earning out of it.
You?