I really want to quit my job. I'm so close to saying f it and just leave. It's been a constant toothache that won't stop no matter what I do for the past 3 years. I hate being in this industry (16yrs total), I hate being a slave in this f'ed up place. I know I'm supposed to have a plan/new job before I quit but it's to the point I'm angry and depressed every day. Today, I'm actually almost crying. I genuinely hate my daily life and I want out so bad. I know this isn't what life should be about. How the hell did I get here and where's the damn exit... you ever just feel like that?

You ever just look around and realize you're surround by all the numbers you see? Like literally all around your car...sometimes I wonder if somethings going on that I need that much protection or maybe love🤔 Definitely trying to pay more attention and listen to my inner self especially seeing that

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I hope you all had a wonderful Bealtaine (Beltane)!! I did this spread for the community and just now getting an opportunity to post 😅😄 1. Root: How can the Coming Out Cosmic community stay grounded in the present? Five of Cups - Feel through any grief that you may be experiencing. Experiencing your grief helps you to accept and see the lesson for what it is. Your grounding only increases as you expand your emotional honesty. Better things are absolutely ahead! 2. Stem: Where does the Coming Out Cosmic community's support come from? King of Wands - A firm knowing that we are supported in our unity. We understand that support can take many forms and come from anywhere. Support comes from courage, initiative, and shared purpose. We all are leaders and come together to share our passions. Our drive is our collective passion to be a community and grow and build together. 3. Leaf: Current state of relationships for the COC community. Ten of Cups - Growth and expansion. Through our will we've created a beautiful community here! It reflects emotional fulfillment, belonging, and the creation of chosen family. 4. Flower: What is ready to be birthed this season for the community? Two of Pentacles reversed - The feeling of not needing to be so focused on the juggling act. Finding mastery in balance. Release that overcommitment and scattered focus! (I'm feeling a little called out here 😅😅) 5. Bloom: What is the next step in the COC community's growth? Page of Pentacles - Looking forward toward the future and seeing the security and abundance that awaits. Focus your energies on what helps bring that future to fruition. Small, consistent investments will create lasting abundance. Bealtaine asks us to tend the fires we've already lit! 🔥 The Coming Out Cosmic community appears ready not just to grow, but to thrive. 💪

What, if anything, does the “M” on my palms mean? Are palm readings worth it? Might have an opportunity to have one done this weekend….I’m so new to all of this!