vote in the poll below & tell me why in the comments!! For me - the hardest part of awakening has actually been all three 😆 When I first started awakening - I went down rabbit hole after rabbit hole to find out the TRUTH and I just could not UNDERSTAND WHY the world is as it is, WHY people wouldn't believe me & my experiences, and what the higher purpose of this all was! Then - when I felt at peace and had acceptance for my awakening, my newly formed identity (let's be honest, awakening CHANGES you) and the uncomfortable ways in which my consciousness was expanding, I had a really hard time INTEGRATING all new experiences and wisdom into daily life. Spiritual coaches can teach you about 3D v 5D, alien contact, how to activate your DNA, etc etc But they rarely teach you HOW to live with this new version of you when your family & friends & coworkers still expect the old version. HOW to still live within the 3D matrix comfortably as your newly expanded self. I'd say over the past 2 years, since the birth of my son, that's when I threw in the towel (that's the phrase right? I literally SUCK at idioms and the ETs say this all the time lmao) I literally said eff it - I'm going to do something INCREDIBLY scary and just....be.....myself.....authentically AND publicly and share my truth. and share my story. and share what I believe in. and authentically EXPRESS myself. and not care if others think I'm crazy. like genuinely not care (which is very hard to do as a lifelong people pleaser and Enneagram type 3) Before & during my journey to Coming Out Cosmic, I really wish I had a guide, a roadmap & a close knit community of souls to support me as I learned how to understand, integrate and express myself authentically during awakening. What's been the hardest part of your awakening? 👇

Wowza, y'all. I am blown away. The ETs said today I would reach another level with my Higher Self, and swiftness followed. As I read my divinations for the week, they hit me with this gem, and it is spot on. It has been awhile since I have received such a drawn out message. I am humbled and comforted at the same time. All is as it should be. 🥰 "Intent on how you want to be seen is essentially a glamour because you are still "portraying" with intent of effect. Even if it is conscious authenticity, it has intent to be understood and well received, which infringes upon the observer's free will. This has become such a standard state for people, you are not aware of it consciously. When you are ready to truly BE, you will simply be. Without any thought or concern for how you are perceived. Take a deeper look into other ways you may unwittingly be treading on others' perceptions. How are your own being manipulated? This is not malicious; you are as a child who has not yet acquired empathy. As you grow and expand your understanding, it will pass naturally. Refrain from pursuing it as it will elude you as quickly as you chase. The more you want something, the more clouded is your judgement. Being blinded by desire. is not a state of BEing. Still your urgencies and BE." (Glamour is the art of enchantment — the ability to shape perception so something (or someone) appears more captivating, luminous, or extraordinary than it objectively is. In Occult practices, it would be considered a spell.)