I was married for 27 years to Paula of course I was always gay but I got married anyway she became my mentor and muse and taught me how to paint which is the gateway to becoming a photographer and an artist in general she can't seem to let go of the past even though we've been divorced for 30 years she still blames me for the fact that she just didn't have a penis but she was incredible she would post for me even when she was 500 pounds which is the last photo it's a cross between rubens and Genny Savile the title of the photograph is REVE it's one of my most gorgeous images