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My roots

Guys, I just wanna confess that I failed today and I know the roots are multiple things. I get sad and angry at work and exhausted and I’ve used it as a coping mechanism to take away some of the bad feelings and it’s just amplified him for anyone reading this is not worth it we will die if we keep doing what we do we have to not only have respect but the fear of God within us, that’s all I’m lacking help me God to fear you and love you and respect you and cherish you and what you did on the cross change my heart very rebuke my thoughts Holy Spirit, Lord God, give me the strength overcome my thoughts because with you, we can do all things who strengthens us. I failed today after work. I was so exhausted and it was kind of a bad day. Just kept getting bad situation after bad situation today and I had a thought at work and I rebuke it and I was doing so well I didn’t even want it closer. I got to quit in time and kept coming back and I kept rebuking it. I didn’t want it second I get home into the door. This urge came over me and it wasn’t even that overwhelming. It was like you know what I need this and I even started shaking as I was on the way please guys prayers cause with him. I can do all things I’m not trying to be like oh please pray for me. Don’t rebuke me cause I need discipline I need fasting. I need to feed the fear of God and deal with within me. I need to have respect for him and love for him God I’m sorry I don’t. I think you that your Holy Spirit is Convicting me. I’m sorry that I hurt you God, your Holy Spirit that I grieved you that I hurt you, Lord Jesus after what you did on the cross, you’re such a good God and so holy majestic and you saved your direction like me you are king of kings and Lord Lord, and I can’t just keep saying I’m sorry I love you God and I’m gonna show it to you I’m gonna approve it please God give me a deep scene and love at the core of my heart. Please cleanse my heart and change who I am everything I do. I know you won’t make me But tell me how and what to do speak to me through someone on here or through dreams and visions or other people because God I can’t do it all cut off anything you want me to cut off if I’m not doing something right I’m gonna haven’t even played the Xbox and multiple days and I still fail so please tell me what all I have to cut off if it’s multiple things or from cutting off the wrong things Lord Jesus, I need you. I’m so lost without you. I know that is a fact and I wanna just be you want me to be? I am in the process of sanctification. I know it is not a one and done. I’m sorry do I have to repent daily? I have to Deny my flesh daily. God tell me on the fast and the fast and I’ll do it and I’m sorry God I feel so fake because I’m praying into this phone and not to you but I feel like I got a confession at the same time and I’m sorry please pray for me guys.

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