I know you all know that God is so good and awesome and amazing I feel like all I ever post is the negative stuff and that has to contribute to me falling like always thinking about falling into the sin then I won’t have my mind on God but he’s so good and awesome and Holy who was and is and is to come and he saved me a person who constantly fell into sin said I believed in him my whole life yet did whatever I want taking his name in vain by claiming him as my father the. Doing whatever my heart wanted he saved and delivered me so I wanna give him all the glory I got to do my first communion today while knowing what it meant not just a child doing it because it’s what everyone around me is doing and I love the lord he loves me no matter how hard you fell how “far” you are your not your father is waiting for you and me and anyone who wants him I just wanna praise him today I love you lord in Jesus name I pray amen

I fell again hate saying that and I confessed to a friend on here also it hurts me that I hurt God I’m gonna go on a fast and try to discipline myself and anything God puts on my heart asap without a second thought please pray for me Jesus can and will deliver me I have to choose him God bless everyone

I think I fall the most on here I mean and I hope that’s not meaning I’m not a child of God I feel like if I was I’d produce fruit and stop what I’m doing but I am building discipline I’ve stopped so many intrusive thoughts lately by relying on God using scripture and I know im saved Jesus is my lord I just hate falling into sin and hurting him I love him and wanna do better I’m sorry guys I had to confess to build more discipline on here I hate doing this and I believe it helps God bless have a good Sunday

I fell again but this time was different I knew I wasn’t perfect and I chose the sin though but I’m gonna build spiritual discipline gonna pray on it and ask God for strength I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me no weapon formed against me will prosper and he’s given us authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and ALL the power of the enemy

I fell today bad and every part of me is saying not to confess it just to run away and go hide and do whatever I want, but I turned it to God now I feel like such a fake. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing but I know I am his child. I know he loves me. He wants me to truly repent. He doesn’t want me to live in shame and guilt so I need prayers. I’m sorry I keep doing this guys. I confess it and I apologize, but Lord, I confess it to you you cheat on my family. I betrayed your trust and I I can’t keep doing this Lord Jesus it is insanity. Give me strength God and I’ll crucify my flesh. Tell me what to do. I’m gonna do it. I can’t just keep doing this sin I want to be a man of God, who follows after calling his righteousness, faith, love, patience, meekness, gentleness, kindness, and self-control. Help me God help me across my neck really make me clean and wash me over down in the cross and I am your child and I’m sorry I hurt you and my girlfriend I wanna be the man you want me to be for you others nicely myself. I love you and I don’t just want to feel good but do good too I love you, lord, I’m sorry heal me and make me clean wash me and forgive me you died for all my sins help me to accept your grace and mercy and to truly turn away and repent I want it Cut off it’s disgusting I’m sorry God your holy and majestic I love you lord thankyou for redeeming me I surrender to you in Jesus mighty name I pray amen