So all my life going to churches and like. Even going to a christian college. I have heard iy all. Especially the lies. If i dont pray or read the bible God wont show up. Man thst one was a lie from the pit of hell. Because as a christian i csnt tell ypu jow many times god has shown up. Last night i was going through a major episode of doubt. He showed up and helped me work through each step and ground me. Anyway