@Laura Hanson I had the same feeling as you where I felt angry when situations in life seemed so unfair and they tend to reward people who are not even doing what they should do, especially for people at work, they push their responsibilities away and still get promotions and rewards. And I felt unfair that I’ve been doing what God told me to do, perform well, try to be helpful and yet there is nothing! But at the same time, I realized that I’m also the prodigal son at some area of my life, kept sinning and kept coming back to son for forgiveness. And when I read the passage that said about celebrating, the thought of “why do I need to be upset with these people who never do their part? And if my father is throwing a party, the more I should go in, drink and eat to get my shares back because I’m worthy and I’m getting this blessings that my Father has prepared, ain’t going to waste the blessings that God has prepared for me. And I know deep in my heart that I’m not loving, not gracious, and not generous enough and that’s what I need to change in God’s given strength, not by my own. And I prayed that God will always help me see myself from far and reflect on my own day by day and grow to become a better Christian in God’s grace.