Hey AFF- it's been an honor to meet some of you in my posts so far. Tonight on Skool, I've been talking about how I've met SO many people on the platform that have been through extraordinary circumstances in the last few years. SO MANY PEOPLE are coming out of a difficult time. I know life isn't easy, from my own upbringing, and I know many of you can relate- it's also the reason the mind takes on a form of coping- in our case ADHD. In the last 4 years, I experienced what some refer to as Death/Rebirth- literally the completely falling away of who/how you used to be/your entire operating principle. I grew up in a severely traumatic relationship with my mother- I used to use the word people pleaser but have since stopped because it could not even describe the severe abandonment/distortion of my own truth. The last 4 years, I fought tooth and nail to win my Self back- and have now settled into the version of myself that I dreamed of being for decades. I would only have glimpses of her- then and now- but she remained inside hidden until these last years. I can't tell you the brutal work I did to "become"- which really just meant, leaving everything I knew- not just on the outside, but on the inside- every thought, every belief. Since then I've manifested becoming Mayor of the New York Skool community (even before I really joined Skool). And i've met thousands of wonderful people, just like you. If there's anything I could share, it would be that there IS a light at the end of every tunnel. Sometimes it takes Years to find it. And sometimes, our only job is to keep going. If you've had a difficult last few years, or are still in difficulty, we are all with you. The world is with you. All of the good in the Universe is with you. You will rise. It is just a matter of time. And you must do your time- because, you don't know who you're supposed to become- or who life is molding you to be- that's a good thing maybe- maybe you'd be too scared to continue. Maybe there's a relief in not knowing.

Will you feel in the now? and that's how you'll collapse timelines

Sometimes when things in life happen- especially when we're growing and evolving on a MASSIVE scale- our old way/habits try to come back and tempt us- this will always be the case. What our mind/body defaults to, knows, finds comfortable, will always return for another chance to be seen, played out again, or at the very least, remind us. "You remember that person you used to be? That relationship? That way you used to think? Behave?" The mind Especially, doesn't seem to know when "Enough" is "Enough." Many times, you'll catch yourself in the delusion of "yesterday." It feels like a dream. Sometimes that's so important for it come back- because truly, sometimes things need to be seen and cleared out again a million times before we are truly DONE. Certain. Have the clarity we need. And sometimes that process is so important- because SOMETIMES, THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES to BECOME. And, When the old way tries to come back- you'll find yourself noticing more and more, and re-focusing your energy- what now becomes the most important play. Every time you notice the mind starting to play in the caveman way, it is an instant shift to what is REAL. what is NOW. what is TRUE. This is one of the greatest glories we have- the power to SEE. and the power to CHANGE.

Every moment is about remembering- who you are. If you want peace, if you want anything, you're going to have to fight like hell out of what your body knows- of what is safe, what is familiar. The way to do that is really simple- find the place in you that feels truest in you. The space in your heart. Reaffirm again and again, your true position- Presence. It's only a matter of time until Presence starts to grow and infiltrate you- and the old way gets smaller and smaller. This is how it works- one must be greater than the other to move it out. Always focus on the true place. Be in your heart and presence will grow. Love to all of us experiencing hard times, moments, difficulty all the time. We all are. (And we all Are. <3 )

I want to formally apologize to all Skool communities I belong in in going through hell and I am deeply sorry for posting YouTube videos instead of being more in the community does anyone know how to timeline shift for when your outside world has you in hell? Sorry and thanks for advice and I want to say thank you for not throwing me out of the community