New upload!!--actually two days ago cause I forgot to post it here T_T I've tried to capture and share the early morning ambience vibe that I get on my upstairs every single day that i used to get back then---for which I've lost touch 😓 All the best, Hope you enjoy it! Leave your thoughts below, hope you have a great day ahead! ✨:)

May this Eid al-Fitr bring you and your loved ones immense joy, peace, and countless blessings. May Allah accept your fastings, prayers, and good deeds, and fill your life with happiness, health, and prosperity. Wishing you a heart full of gratitude and a home filled with love and laughter. Eid Mubarak!❤️ May you have a blessed day ahead!! ✨

NEW UPLOAD!! • Just a chill gratification reflection video about me having a privilege to visit my upstaits--almost everyday FOR MYSELF and asking if why can't you do the same!! LIKE ITS FOR FREEE 😌 • People overlook the simplest things—like stepping upstairs, onto their balcony, or even just looking out their window. But these spots hold some of the most peaceful, breathtaking views, and they don’t cost a thing. • I go upstairs almost every day. It’s my little escape from the noise—a place to clear my head, breathe in fresh air, and just exist for a moment. And honestly? It’s something I never regret. • Maybe it’s time you tried it too. Take a break, step up, and see what you’ve been missing. You might aswell enjoy it too😉!! • Here's the video: it's raw and just unfiltered, raw and authentic enough without much cuts. Let me know your thoughts on it!! Hope you Have a great day ahead 💫

I know it's a bit late but.. • This month always feels different. It’s not just about fasting—it’s about resetting, realigning, and striving to become better. For me, this Ramazan is a time to confront the challenges I've been avoiding for far too long. • I’ve felt like an outcast in my own hometown—skipping college, procrastinating, and staying up until around 4 AM. These habits have left me lost in purpose, direction, and overwhelmed by underconfidence and insecurities. I’ve had my fair share of disagreements with family because I just don’t fit into the usual expectations, and I’ve struggled with a deep, personal philosophical crisis. I’ve always asked myself simple questions that go deep: Am I only a Muslim because of my parents? What ground do I have for my beliefs? What proof do I have that this is the right path? While many accept their faith without questioning, I refuse to follow blindly. I need to understand my beliefs, not just inherit them. • I know I have to change. I need to step out of my comfort zone, even if that means struggling and failing along the way, to build real-life skills that will truly shape me into the person I want to become. I’m seriously considering moving to a new city, exploring other universities, and finally embracing a life that challenges me rather than confines me to the same old cycle. • At the same time, I’m diving deeper into my faith. Islam itself encourages us to seek truth and understand the world around us. The Quran reminds us: "Do they not reflect upon themselves? Allah created the heavens and the earth and everything between them in truth and for an appointed term. Yet many people deny they will meet their Lord." (Quran 30:8) • This verse shows that questioning and reflection are not signs of weakness, but rather the path to genuine understanding and certainty. My journey isn’t about doubting for the sake of doubt—it’s about seeking real evidence and clarity in my faith. It's for my own good that I need to perform for my own faith..

• I heard this quote by Alex Hormozi way before, it goes something like: "You don’t become confident by shouting affirmations in the mirror… but by having a stack of undeniable proof that you are who you say you are." • And honestly? That hit hard. I mean, if simply declaring "I am brilliant!" in front of the mirror worked, I’d probably be out there changing the world already. • This quote presents an interesting contradiction—one that challenges the idea of affirmations as a confidence booster. And I get it. Confidence built on real results feels way stronger than just repeating words to yourself. But at the same time, as humans, we sometimes need that tiny little push—something to ignite our actions in the first place. • Imagine someone trying to learn Japanese. They stand in front of the mirror confidently saying, “I am fluent in Japanese.” But the moment they actually try speaking, they panic and accidentally respond to everything with “Arigatou gozaimasu.” • Someone asks for directions? Arigatou.Someone says their dog ran away? Arigatou.The reality check is brutal. Or worse, they confidently introduce themselves with, “Watashi wa onigiri desu.” (I am a rice ball.) Now people are just confused. But instead of quitting, they keep practicing, making mistakes, learning from them. Eventually, they’re able to hold conversations without second-guessing every sentence. • That’s where my mind circles back—sometimes, affirmations don’t work alone, but they can be a starting point. Blind optimism isn’t ideal because it kicks away logic, leaving only energy. That’s where discipline kicks in. But sometimes, just sometimes, we need a bit of unrealistic belief to push forward. Because once that push happens? Once that initial spark is there? Even the biggest mountains of struggle can be uprolled. • So, what do you think? Do affirmations help, or is confidence only built through action? Just putting this out there for anyone who needs it. Hope you have a great day! (And if affirmations do work, I’ll be testing “I am a morning person” cause my bedtime is messed up real bad lately 🥲 and what kind of affirmations would you use if that's how it works for you? Let me know..)