I really need prayer because my situation at home with my parents is really bad! Things here are just really horrible and the spiritual warfare here is really intense the last few days

Another month has begun. July is here. I hate July and August if I am being honest. It’s HOT and I am not a fan of summer. The last amazing summer I had was 10 years ago. Ever since then my summers have been filled with lots of traumatic moments. I am trying to take it one day at a time and trust Abba. I want this summer to be different. It’s so hard living in this house. Being around my parents is challenging. I feel like I’m losing my patience with them. My body responds so negatively to them. This house feels so off spiritually today. My mind feels like it can’t even focus on anything. I just feel so foggy and out of it. I know I am stressed and overwhelmed. The last 2 months have been so hard for me. I would really appreciate extra prayers.today. I feel like I am never truly getting out of here but I know that’s a lie. Even this morning on a phone call I was gaslighted 2 times from my parents and I just don’t want to deal with that anymore. I’m tired 😔

I feel a bit defeated, and a stumbling rock in this life. I wish I could delete my existence sometimes…

Hey guys, could you pray for me, that romans 8:1 Would sink from my head, to my heart..! Oh and that i would get some rest, in middle of theese wars, and what ever the Spirit leads..🙏🏼❣️

I think the next few weeks I may be working on the notes for some new videos I want to upload on here. I have written down the video ideas you guys have already shared with me in another post 🙌🏼 If you have any other video ideas you want me to do soon…comment them below and I am going to prayerfully work away at them 🤩