Kathy and I have been connetcted since 2021 (Octorara School District - you know, legal shenanigans). She applied some of my teaching regarding my creation of PaulAI for her own personal study, research and reflection. Yesterday she shared with me something pretty powerful. I asked if she could enter this domain and share what she produced publicly. Hopefully she will be able to post it in the comment thread here?

My probation officer made a false statement to the court to organize a Violation of Probation Hearing on August 19th at the Chester County Courthouse. In advance of that hearing, I have continued to enter documents into the docket and worked with the Public Defenders office to be appointed new counsel. Mr. Harmelin (20 hours before my trial), motioned to remove himself, and the judge attempted a kangaroo session with me. She chose to ignore the law, and swung her administrative process power of of rebuke and punishment. I just sat there, attempted to file a motion (which it appears the court destroyed a few records), which was denied. It's all good, that''s why we have an appeal system. I love how people who've rarely sat in a courtroom or followed any legal process in real life speak about the institution in such a cavalier way. (Well, you always have an appeal.) I got a new attorney, and this is our communication: I had to go to the website and fill out a web form: Hello, I received your e-mail and I am aware of the 8/19 violation of probation proceeding. I am interested in anything you can provide me that you believe will be helpful to your case. I have access to your case filings through my appointment and am catching up on the various motions and filings, but I would prefer to hear firsthand from you. E-mail is the best way to contact me, but I would like to talk at least once before then. 610-567-3436 is my phone number. Please advise how you prefer to be contacted. This is the e-mail to use for me. Two initial questions: Are you requesting appointed counsel for your appeal as well? Have you filed for a stay of probation with the Superior Court as part of your appeal? Talk to you soon. Thank you, Brian McCarthy This is from me: Subject: Scope of Representation and Filing Clarifications Brian, Thank you for your email. To clarify, I am not requesting appointed counsel for my appeal — my understanding is that your appointment is limited to the 8/19 probation violation matter.

Author: John Ryan Miller PMA: Meraki Fellowship Introduction: When Trauma Reveals Design Some people walk through cancer. Some walk through injustice. I walked through both. And I didn’t come out the same man. What emerged on the other side of radiation, chemotherapy, stem cell replacement, and the weaponization of government process against me wasn’t a broken version of who I was—it was a refined version. One more alert, more discerning, more precise, more spiritually sensitive. This reflection is not medical advice. It’s not diagnostic. It’s an invitation to understand what happens when your mind survives what your body wasn’t expected to. It’s written for: - The neurodivergent adult who always felt "different" - The spouse trying to love them well - The PMA community members who need language for their own unseen awakenings - And anyone who has walked through the fire and emerged more aware than ever - Neurodivergence Wasn’t New. But Awareness Was. I’ve always been wired differently. My wife knew it 37 years ago when we started dating. She called it "adorkable," but what she saw was the early signs of what would later be understood as AuDHD: a dual-wiring of Autism Spectrum cognition and ADHD functionality. But after treatment, something shifted. - Noise became unbearable, yet silence became productive. - Injustice became not just noticeable, but viscerally obvious. - My executive functioning, once tangled in social obligation, now found laser focus. - Peaks became revelations. Valleys became patterns. - Can Medical Trauma Trigger Neurological Awakening? Yes. And not just in theory. Scientific studies confirm that: - Chemotherapy, radiation, and stem cell therapy alter neurotransmitter levels - Neuroinflammation can awaken previously suppressed cognitive pathways - Survivors often report heightened perception, emotional intensity, and even spiritual clarity - Not speaking to the heart wiring issues AVRD. Your body is rewiring. Your mind isn’t malfunctioning. It’s reorganizing. And that reorganization often pulls forward parts of you that the world taught you to suppress.

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