I had no idea how badly SNRI medication numbed my feelings, my empathy, me. I have been slowly weening off my medication and I am blown away by how much I had stopped feeling while taking it. I am loving feeling like myself again. Deeply feeling my feelings and those of others. It’s been challenging and not easy but I am loving it!! For the first time in an incredibly long time, I feel like me. Before the medication I was numb from living in trauma/survival mode. When I started healing I became overwhelmed with my feelings and thought something was wrong and started taking an SNRI so I could feel “normal.” As I stepped into this Spiritual journey I realized that the meditation was blocking my real self. I definitely knew something was seriously wrong when my Mom died suddenly and unexpectedly over Christmas and I could barely cry or feel anything. I decided to make a change. I didn’t tell anyone about my decision apart from medical advice because I knew people would tell me that weening off this medication after experiencing such a significant loss doesn’t make sense and I now is when I need that medication the most. It feels so good to feel again. It feels good to cry when I think about my Mom. It feels good to feel angry when I think about the people who have hurt me. Anger used to scare me but now I embrace the anger because the anger will help heal me, set boundaries and love myself. I can think so much clearer now. I feel sexy again and sex feels good again (over share but my goodness I have missed this 😂). I finally feel hope that I can get out of this rut I have been in for the last two years. I finally feel like the confidence, fun and feisty person I was when I was little before the world decided to dull my light, dull my shine. ♥️🥰

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In the last few weeks I keep finding nickels (5 cent coins) everywhere I go. I thank Spirit each time for the gift. Does anyone know of any specific message or meaning of finding nickels?

One month ago when it was 5 degrees outside I was miserable and cold. Didn’t want to go outside and when I did, I was bundled up. Today it’s 5 degrees and it feels like a tropical heat wave. I don’t need a jacket, my hoodie is just fine 🤣 Today I am loving the sun and happy to be outside.

Instead of freaking the fuck out when things crumble and shift out of our lives…. How about getting curious about what’s coming to take up the space?? Reframe for you all 💫