Feb 18 • General discussion
Hello Me 🥰
I had no idea how badly SNRI medication numbed my feelings, my empathy, me. I have been slowly weening off my medication and I am blown away by how much I had stopped feeling while taking it. I am loving feeling like myself again. Deeply feeling my feelings and those of others. It’s been challenging and not easy but I am loving it!! For the first time in an incredibly long time, I feel like me. Before the medication I was numb from living in trauma/survival mode. When I started healing I became overwhelmed with my feelings and thought something was wrong and started taking an SNRI so I could feel “normal.” As I stepped into this Spiritual journey I realized that the meditation was blocking my real self. I definitely knew something was seriously wrong when my Mom died suddenly and unexpectedly over Christmas and I could barely cry or feel anything. I decided to make a change. I didn’t tell anyone about my decision apart from medical advice because I knew people would tell me that weening off this medication after experiencing such a significant loss doesn’t make sense and I now is when I need that medication the most. It feels so good to feel again. It feels good to cry when I think about my Mom. It feels good to feel angry when I think about the people who have hurt me. Anger used to scare me but now I embrace the anger because the anger will help heal me, set boundaries and love myself. I can think so much clearer now. I feel sexy again and sex feels good again (over share but my goodness I have missed this 😂). I finally feel hope that I can get out of this rut I have been in for the last two years. I finally feel like the confidence, fun and feisty person I was when I was little before the world decided to dull my light, dull my shine. ♥️🥰
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Hello Me 🥰
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