I’m in a rut, and I have not been as disciplined and structured as I have been. I slipped back into the old version of myself because of some major depression as a result of personal aspects of my life. But ya know what? I am going to do a hard reset. I’m choosing myself, again and again, because that is what is rewarding. I’m not going to fall back into old habits and old patterns, instead I am recognizing it and resetting asap. I start a real gym membership this week (no more rec centre trips for me!) and I’m back on track with my diet plan. Nobody is perfect, and we all have hard times and tests of strength. I am grateful, because God has given me the ability to be self aware and the strength to do what is best for who I want to be. 💜🥰💪

I’m moving to Houston! Pray for me, I’m on a short timeline and my anxiety is piqued!

For the time to find my peace! I did a lymphatic drain yoga routine!! I’m about to drink some lemon balm tea!!! Starting new habits to become just a little better every day! Thankful for the group for accountability and to have a safe outlet!

I have an interview with NASA today… not sure how I feel about going back into a GOV AGENCY, but I’m here to see what they have to say!!! Wish me luck! I don’t even care what the outcome is. I’m sure whatever it is is meant to be.

Grateful for sunny days with a nice breeze and the group accountability, it motivates me to keep going and I’ll be headed to the gym soo!