Tomorrow is the day my first video about Never Give Up On Autism is scheduled to go out on YouTube and I've made a short trailer to feature in the video. I edited this. I had like ZERO skills in video editing a month ago but I have managed to edit this myself... and going through old pictures and videos of William almost made me cry. Especially since he was a little tink today - proper meltdown and I completely messed up handling it so I've been feeling guilty about it all evening. Just keeping it real - I wish I was a perfect mother every day, but I'm not. I hope you like it!

I’ve been told over and over to accept William is autistic and that “there’s nothing you can do”. I can’t. And I won’t. Call it delusional, call it determined - either way, I refuse to accept that I can’t help him. I’m not a doctor. I’m not a scientist. I’m a mum. A mum who’s been researching, digging through medical papers, talking to other parents, doctors and clinics on the other side of the world - because I want to take every chance William might have to thrive. We’ve already spent thousands on tests, and now we’re moving into the next phase - the therapies, some will cost tens of thousands. You might think I’m insane - and maybe I am. BUT I've spoken with and I'm following too many people who are all saying they have reversed their kids autism. Technically they might all be charlatans, but what if they aren't? My hypothesis I'm testing is that some ‘autistic’ kids aren't actually autistic - this would explain why the rates of autism are exploding as fast as they are. I think some of these kids have health issues which produce symptoms we think of as autistic. My little boy has such health issues, but you would never know any of it by looking at him. William has abnormal DNA methylation, severe mould exposure, harmful toxins in his system, markers of brain inflammation and metabolic dysfunction - each one of them can impact the way the brain functions heavily. If we addressed these issues, would he improve to the point of not meeting criteria for autism? This group is where I’ll document everything we’re doing because I'm sure there are other parents out there doing the same. I’m not here to shout about a “cure.” I don't have one - not yet anyway... I’m trying to connect with other parents who look at their kids and think “we’re not done here.” Maybe I’m wrong. I don’t think I am and I'm willing to remortgage my house to find out! So that hopefully, you won't have to.