Sorry if you’re looking up my nose lol

released a lot of tears of feeling rejected by my father and our relationship and how it just isn’t what everybody sees is perfect but I’m realizing it’s perfect for me. I’m addicted to being a victim. I’m ready to release that. It has served me well, but I no longer need that protection.

Bright and early at 8 am central time I am going to have an extra lab session this week IF anyone plans to come! Can you let me know if you will be making it live Saturday morning?

I’m doing this the day of my band‘s first gig at a like actual place so here it is it’s the untangled algorithm, and I used smudges to my advantage to create resources or find resources and to figure out where my prayer line would go. Initially it was I was really having fun with it on the left side, but then as I moved over to the right side, I started getting frustrated and it’s kind of funny because you could see the lions getting heavier over on the right side. And then coloring I got a little frustrated coloring with. I think it was the green and the yellow, which looks more orange.

Frustrations and hoping something some clarity to find some clarity regarding why people think I’m such a clean freak. Am I a clean freak? I don’t know if I really am that clean. I don’t wanna be a cleaner. I don’t. I’m tired of cleaning toilets. I hope you enjoy the video.💖