My Announcement to my World
What we dream about is weird and brings answers you don’t always come up with on your own. The last month has been interesting for me. I’ve been building in a way that felt blocked by a much-needed mental and spiritual rest this past year - it felt good. It wasn’t blocked, It just wasn’t time yet. Real rest brings energy! A couple weeks ago I was called to the river and shed the Sloth ring I wore to remind me of this needed rest. Last week, I updated my CV/ resume for an executive leadership role at a hospital I’d be honored to work for, but instead, after reading my own CV, I applied for a business license. I’ve felt like I fully released all that was holding me back, except for this need to finish everything I start. So last night, in my dream, came a long-overdue apology that I never needed, with a job offer that I thought I would want. But after dreamland contemplation, I turned it down. Embodiment is a beautiful thing. I’ve let go of my need to live the dreams I once dreamed. I’ve had to redefine success, and it looks nothing like it once did. I was once told: 💬 “You can work as a nurse and influence your patients, or you can work as a nurse leader and influence an entire unit of nurses, techs, patients and their families. You’re a leader.” I’ve done that and it wasn’t what drives me - It was an exclaimation point on what my real calling is. Teaching Others Their Personal Leadership Abilities. I don’t enjoy playing the corporate games, the red tape of improving quality, the long hours and the money hungry politics required at an executive table, but I can teach women to stand true to who they are and lead in a way that inspires others, no matter what the business is. Then I started dreaming again… what if I use my Management and Leadership Master’s degree and picked a role that influences a much larger audience? ✨ What would it require? 🎯 Who is the audience? I still have questions, but each day I get more and more validation of the wide open space that’s been coming to life in my heart: