Prayers and good vibrational frequencies needed
Peace and Love to all. I could really benefit from everyone's prayers right now. I'm doing my best to keep it together but everything around me is out of control. I've been running off of 3 hours of sleep and espresso shots for a couple months now. My wife had surgery and was incapacitated. Between caring for my wife and a major work project, I was already spread super thin throughout the whole month of September. Just as September was coming to a close, the UNGA was finished and my wife was able to begin taking care of her own basic needs, my world started collapsing around me. I feel selfish for even saying "my world". In the first 3 weeks of October, my mother's health started failing rapidly, my middle brother was diagnosed with stage 2 cancer, my best friend and one of the healthiest people I've ever known had complete kidney failure. Then last week, my future son in law (31 years old) died in bed next to my daughter of an alleged heart attack. I'm still here, still part of the community, but whatever free second I have (which is usually at work), I try to just jump in the classroom and knock out some of the classes. As of now, my Mother's health is stabilized. She's on all types of medications but she is ok so I don't have to run back and forth from NY to Delaware right now. My brother's condition stands and my best friend's kidneys are almost back to normal. He doesn't have to do dialysis anymore but he is still in bad shape. It will be a while before my daughter is ok because they were college sweethearts. I will have to work with her on that at some point when she's ready. Sorry for the long story, we could just really use some good vibrational energy sent our way. In Love and Light