Yesterday's Healing Circle was something I will not forget for a long time šš
I'm still sitting with the energy of it today honestly. When I set up the Healing Circle I knew it was going to be special ā but yesterday reminded me exactly why this space exists and why I fought so hard to create it. Chanin opened the session with two oracle cards that honestly stopped me in my tracks. The first brought through a message about flow ā about how many of us have been pushing, forcing, fighting against our own lives without even realising it. And the second spoke about transformation and rebirth. About standing at a threshold. About how we know something new is waiting for us on the other side of that door ā but we keep looking back. I don't know about you but I felt that in my whole body. The energy clearing that followed was unlike anything I've experienced in a long time. Chanin took us through a violet flame visualisation ā clearing layer by layer everything we've been carrying. And I mean everything. The wounds around love and feeling like we had to earn it. The years of putting everyone else first and calling it kindness. The conditioning that told us to be quiet, be small, don't be too much. The guilt of wanting more. The grief of having done so much of this journey alone. There wasn't a single woman in that room who didn't feel it. People cried. Not sad tears ā the kind that feel like relief. Like something that had been sitting in your chest for years finally got permission to leave. One of our members said it felt like Chanin was reaching into her brain and saying out loud the things she'd never been able to say herself. And honestly? Same. š„¹ What came through for us as a collective was so clear ā We are all standing at a threshold right now. We understand where things have come from. We can see the new version of ourselves waiting. But we're still holding the door handle, looking back, wondering if it's really safe to step through. And the message from yesterday was: just take the one step. You don't need the whole plan. Just move through the door.