I need help my ex wife has a boyfriend and she on holiday with him. I did not know she was going on holiday with him i said this before she went. Told my ex I can no longer pretend that we are just friends. For the last five years, I have been fighting a battle with depression so dark that I wanted to end my life every single day. I genuinely believed that you and the kids would be better off and happier without me. I said i pushed her and my kids away and i pushed her family away but im going to fix it all. I said im not that man anymore. The last couple of years I had saved up £3,500 that I had intended to give to you as a birthday present for a new house were ever u wanted. I said i know about the new boyfriend and I looked her in the face and said I don't care about him i called him a rebound . I told her I know you're comparing the new ryan over your new man and I told her you think I know you think this new ryan is attractive she just blushed I said i still love u and want her back and by xmas im going to ask her on a date. And i said i know the answer will be yes. I told her she would need to but a new dress for it. I said it offise she likes this new ryan she smiled and when red. She did not say much never said no. But smile and got bring red.I told her she is comparing her new man to the new Ryan. I said i know u are attractive to the new Ryan She said stop it in front of the kids I told I still love her and she nodded and agreed with it.I said to .Has she told her company as she and him work together? And she said, no. And I told her, I'm only looking out for you. You and him could get in trouble for being in a relationship. What do I do we are over 9 months and her and the new man are going with each other from April.