I haven’t been as active in here as I wanted to be… And yeah, I only started 72 hours ago. —it’s not because I’m not committed. It’s because I’ve been rebuilding myself both publicly and privately. And it’s a lot. Since I’m new most of you won’t know: I’m creating a personal brand through storytelling and public speaking to become the kind of life coach I needed when I was still figuring it all out. (which still is now) I’m documenting the journey through a one-year challenge posting online (@momade_23). Posting one reel a day around motivation, inspiration, and the messy truth behind growth. I’m currently on DAY 232… That means: ✦ Writing scripts, editing, batching, field research. ✦ The regular 9 to 5 + after hour graphic design side hustle. ✦ and to top off the-overachiever-lifestyle train 5 sports+ days a week. ….which is nothing but I still feel like i’m slacking. I know I’m building something I deeply believe in. But I’ve realised I’m lacking the structure to fully hold it, and that’s why I’m here. These daily actions and this challenge? It’s not just a side quest. It is the backbone I’ve been needing. I wanted to fly through today’s assignment. I really did. But once I started? I realised how real these questions are—and how much I owe it to myself to sit with them properly to not just check the box, but actually change the pattern. So no, I haven’t been as active in here as I wanted to be… But I am here. And if you feel like you’re behind, like you’re not doing enough…trust me, you’re already further than you think. --But stay on it. With you, behind the scenes. Monischa. (this post was inspired by @Fanus Marais.)