I have been conducting extensive research over the Christmas period on how politics and the media operate to maintain power structures and the agendas of those in power. Writing up what I have found makes it feel nearly impossible to effect change. The systems seem so glued up, so stuck in their ways, and so immune to influence from outside forces. How can such systems be changed? But then you only need to think about the Soviet Union, the Berlin Wall, Apartheid in South Africa and Brexit - the UK breaking from the European Union. All things that seemed too hard to accomplish. It seemed that it would take a revolution or some massive external force to effect change. But each was the result of growing public knowledge, mutual trust, and the collapse of the power structures at the top. One day, people realised that what humans build can be dismantled and new systems can replace it. This realisation does not entirely alleviate the grief, the desire to find a scapegoat or the guilt at my failure to act, my wish to have more agency, or desire to shout louder. Still, it does make me rally and move forward, one step at a time, towards change. I have added a module on Grief, Blame and Guilt. It is my exploration of my own state and seeking guidance on how to overcome despondency and return to action. I realised I was probably not the only one feeling this, and a discussion of the issues might be helpful for others. So here it is. In some way, I wish there was one person whom I could pin all this on -- one person - who once caught and punished would make everything okay. But that is not reality. It is not one person - it is all of us and the systems we have created. I hope you find it interesting to learn how I arrived at this. The images below make me think of my daughter and my son many years from now, considering what could have happened, if only... Climate Resilience