I had a great morning but now it feel like everything is failing. Like I just talk with guys and now I feel like to stop talking to all of them because the way I am feel like I will never be good enough for someone to love me because the way i am. I feel like i will be alone and no body will understand me. I just open the window a little it cold to change my mind and it help a bit but I still feel stuck that I am not good enough

Why I feeling drain and so down all day. It like i just feel like i am not good enough. I feel like crying all day but didn't. I want for a small walk that help a little but the feeling is still there stuck. I just want to have a good day. I know soon I will go to bed. I will do some of my diamond art maybe put music on that is calming. I am on my grounding mat.

Just finish my diamond art

Boss left me alone in the machine shop… but put on Barney music to test my patience 💀 3 years ago I might’ve lost it… today I just shake my head and keep working. Discipline wins again 😂”