Oh no. I‘m gonna pray for you brother 😉

Hey I'm Raphael, I come from Germany, and my favorite bible vers is John 17,3 "Now this is eternal life: that they know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent." - that's all there is, everything is about getting to know god& Jesus better and better, forever. Eternal life 🤯 that means if you are in heaven you get to know him better and better on the first day, on the xsecond day, ... and after a million years you still get to know him better and better. Also it means you can obviously start to have eternal life here on earth, since your relationship with him is starting here and that means your get to know him better and better even here. so eternal life starts here, then you die and you just continue eternal life in the heavens with our god and savior. that's why I love that vers, it basically says everything is about an growing relationship with god (father and son)