I feel like I wake up every day and fake it til I make it. You know force the smile, always say I’m good when some one ask. Going thru the motions of life but not really living.
@Tyler Buckingham I broke up with my bf. As much as I felt for him. He is an amazing man great qualities. There were some red flags I first thought it was just me over thinking. Because of my past so I let it slide but Friday and sat confirm. I was planing on staying til Sunday but instead I simply said this wasn’t working for me and explain why. And went home Saturday. That was an emotional 2 hour drive . I refuse to say the same boundaries to him and fight for him to respect it. It hurts cause I really did like him . For me it is what I needed to do.