@Evelina Okunevic sometimes i blurt things without thinking. One thing comes to mind. It was meant as a funny. I was talking to my sister on at and a friend of hers came up. (My sister worked in a bar) we were outside talking, having a smoke and her friend made a comment that we looked alike. WE DO NOT AT ALL.. shes tall brunette, im half a foot short and blonde and our facial are alot different. Anyway after the comment, I blurted something along the lines that even my bra size was a lot bigger than hers. I was being a smart ass. My sister smirked. But the girl turn right me and said that I shouldn't say rude thing about my sister and I should ashamed of myself. Said your soster is beautifuljust the way she is. I was shocked . I looked at my sister she raised her eyebrows cause she was a little shocked by the girls response b. So I just said I know she is and was joking. . I know I could have said many different things but that was quick and short to get out. Because one thing that I have notice is I have been cut off in the middle of talking so many times . Right in the middle of a sentence. Like my words ment nothing. So I learned to say things short quickly . Anxiety is guess. When you have been disguarder for as long as I can remember and talked down to it s a quick response and sometime the words come across wrong to other people. That was a bad example but thats what popped my head. Im not like but we both knew who the girl was. And yet its ok to act and talk completely rude when she wants. Do you what I mean. Its ok for people to says they might not mean and thats fine , no reactions but its never ok when I do .maybe I read people to and listen to every word and their tone and i take it to heart. Maybe that it my problem.!!