No amount of coffee will get me motivated today! Some days you just have too much going on in your brain and it’s hard to get that motivation. What’s the main thing that keeps you going?

Would you rather fight: One aggressively angry toddler or Ten slightly annoyed pigeons?

Today I'm making the most massive step in confronting my historic deamons. It could be a spectacular failure, but this has to happen or I'm forever a prisoner of my past.

I chose this title because it was a very lucid mental moment that felt almost audible. There is a key that exists to our quiet comeback. We never quite know where it is. For years many rummage around in our mental attic turning out old boxes full of memories that spark random thoughts, some good, some bad but where is that dam key. Maybe it fell down the back of the sofa as we tucked into our 2nd packet of Jaffa Cakes? Deep within us we know we are searching, sometimes we think we've found the key but dam, its the key to a different memory. Then out of no where, for no reason at all, some one hands you a key. "Here, I think this is yours". Its wrapped in an old tattered piece of cloth. You slowly unwrap it and instantly you know, THIS IS IT!!!!! Then behind you......THUD!!!! It's the sound of the first dominoe falling. Sure this is a little storybook in its description but to me, this is what it felt like. It happened to me last night. I was handed my key 🔑 You know in some of those horror/thriller films when you get a moment of clarity where everything zooms into perfect focus, its usually when you discover the monster is your Mum....hhhaahhaa. I had such an instant of clarity last night and heard that first dominoe fall. No one can find your key for you, but it's there waiting for that moment when you're ready. Someone will lead you to it so be ready to accept it. Be open, trust those that trust you. Once that first dominoe hits the ground, it gains momentum when you accept it. Dave, you handed me my key last night in the quietest of ways. Alex and you have been the catalyst for my mental reclamation. Alex helped me hit my fuck it button and you gave me the key. It truly has been emotional.....peace out, for now.

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