@Paul Hedron I can’t even reply to your last comment, cause the buttons are blocked and covered.

@Paul Hedron haha and only Ray can pay it. Come on Ray man. I’ll buy your Monster Mind Mastery for Christmas if you keep this group going

Hi Camilla. From my experience cannabis does what it meant to do, namely works like a magnifying glass to your current state of being. Depending on the dose. That’s why it is so sensitive to the set and the company especially. Almost impossible to be happy when around toxic, grey, dull individuals. You just want to leave the room or their energy will consume you.

Will stop in doncaster for a couple of days, then Scotland, near Dundee

Great realisation. You used the lesson well.

As Jacob said, takes a lot of time to rewire your brain but I think there is more than that we could try here. Your health fears and childhood trauma sit deeply in your unconscious and sometimes trying to work directly with it can be difficult. Remember that subconscious does not know what’s real what’s not real. You can feed it whatever you want. Thats why hypnotherapy works so well. There is one great exercise, also thanks to Ray for this. This should work, if you only use your attention to direct the energy. Works best in the morning after waking up or in the evening before you go to bed but I’ve practiced this also during my walks and for me, worked all the same. 1. Reinforce the fact that you can direct the attention by doing something very simple, you can focus your attention on your hands , then your feet etc just to reaffirm yourself and your mind you can actually control it. 2. say to yourself, in your mind, confidently “I perfectly healthy. Everyday of my life I feel more and more healthy. I am grateful that there is so much health in my life” The most important thing is to hold your attention on those words as long as you can. Each time. “I am very healthy”, attention on the affirmation as long as you can. When the energy carried by that disperse, again “I am very healthy” and hold attention on it. It is like a game, actually very pleasant as well. Attention will hold and let go, affirmation will hold and pass away but your subconscious is being fed this info time after time after time. Snapshot after snapshot. It is a build in mechanism in our minds. You don’t have to believe this is working you just need to do it for it to work. I used this for many of my ailments, some of them very serious. Helped and healed me many times.