The last three weeks had been so good for me. I was building momentum, feeling like I was finally starting to get it. And then, on the very last day, I messed it all up. One bad day was enough to undo the work of 14 good ones, and now I’m left sitting here not knowing what to do next.I'm so stupid its unbelievable. What hurts the most is that I had 14 ATD days over $600 locked in. I was literally one more day of $600 away from securing a $2,500 payout...just one day away from freedom. I can’t get that out of my head. It was going to be my first ever payout. What makes it worse is knowing I won’t be able to buy another eval now. I got lucky with the giveaway once, and in my head I really believed this was going to be it for me. That belief carried me, and maybe that’s why it stings so much now. I’d even started planning how I was going to split that payout between new evals, expenses, and savings, like it was finally happening. And now… I just feel devastated. I feel stupid for throwing it away on tilt, for not having the patience to wait just a few more days. This was a DTF account, and I should’ve protected it better. I’m ashamed of myself and I’m sorry, guys. Right now I just feel tired. Tired of messing up when it mattered, tired of watching progress get washed away in a single bad day. I don’t know what to do next.

We’re in a strange era. The loudest voices on social media aren’t the ones offering help. They’re the ones selling hype. It goes viral, it entertains, but it doesn’t transform. I’m not a hyper. I’m a helper. (Ezra ) And if you’re here in this community, it means you’re one of the few who actually wants change. Not noise. Not gimmicks. Real rewiring. That’s why I’ll keep showing up for you because transformation lives here, even if hype gets the clicks. There is so much darkness, scheming, cheating out there that I vow to work on me every single day for YOU. That’s the only way this works 👉 Tell me below: what’s one thing you’ve actually shifted in yourself or learned since joining this space? In need of a little community myself. It’s 11pm and I cannot sleep 😂💙

Requested a payout this weekend! Big thanks to @Lesley-Anne Jones and @Kevin Bott for your support! My strategy session with Kevin helped me redefine my edge and Lesley-Anne’s psychology tips were a real game changer.🙌

Hi all. I've been with the Bullpen for awhile but recently took a break from trading to focus on a new job and baby! It looks like I'm back. I've been trading NQ for the past year and have started dabbling with swing trading oil.

Had a seconds timeframe zone with a first tap, risked 5 pts for 10 pts.(yes I am supposed to be not doing seconds but i was on 1min whole time lol) Also this seconds TF zone was kind of the SNDR for taking the high on the left On the left we had a zone (not really origin but where the down move started) and its 50 hadn’t been touched yet, so I was looking for higher prices. price was really bullish and so i was looking at those highs(around 23252) to go but 1:2 was the goal But a big F up here -> trading 3 minis instead of micros... Got lucky this time, worked out in my favor(rare occurence) but calling it a day right here.