Hi, Mohid! I hear you. It might be very confusing and feels like there is no guidance. In fact, look where your transformation has already brought you - you found Rey's channel, the truth he speaks resonated with you, you have joined the community, you shared openly your vulnerability, reached out and asked for help and you are receiving the feedback and support from total strangers, but we are all aligned here. I just wanna ask you to give some credits to yourself and to acknowledge that you are already on the journey of transformation and praise yourself for how far you've already got. Most people just keep on with the routines they've built without even questioning their reality. I am going through the similar transformational phase and that's why I am so sure about what I am saying: • it's ok to feel lost and confused when you are transitioning between old and new identities • your old identity, goals and values are being erased, you are literally being transformed • it's very uncomfortable 😣 yes, but guess what - growth never happens in a comfort zone • don't try to figure it out now, your new road is being built with every step you take daily • it's one step at a time journey, where you start bringing new habits into your life on daily basis. Sometimes it is just 1-5 minutes of new activity, but make it consistent, that how you rewire your brain • the discomfort you feel is precious, this is exactly what is waking you up and pushing into changes. Nothing is wrong with you, it's just your true inner self is calling to shake off the old skin • if you don't know where to start from - start with your body • I will also always recommend arts, any kind of, in this case doesn't matter, whether you sing, draw, do theatre, dance or write poems, it teaches your brain to be spontaneous and creative and that's what you need to get out of the familiar rout and to shift into your dream life • you are the source of your wisdom, Mohit. Noone in this world can know your dreams better then you, it's just about stop compromising and start taking actions aligned with your spirit.