I understand your sentiment and it's something I have to think about for sure and talk with God. I do relate with having a bunch of thoughts and it is a good reminder that having to constantly battle in your head isn't normal, because the armor of God has the helmet of SALVATION (thought of this as I was typing it out, ty Holy Spirit). I think I'm maturing as I go through my walk with God, but it's a question I definitely have to ask myself. I also have a question: "Can you hear from the Holy Spirit and not be born again?" Ps. The shawl gives you an elevated classy look😎