Hi Warriors ❤️ It’s been quite a while since I’ve posted, and I wanted to check in with everyone. As many of you know, I’ve been going through an incredibly difficult time following the loss of my mum. She was my best friend and the inspiration behind this community. I’ve needed some time to process everything and focus on my family. There are still many unanswered questions surrounding her final hospital admission. I’ve requested access to her medical records and am currently waiting for them. Unfortunately, progress has been slow, and it feels as though things became more defensive once concerns about potential clinical negligence were raised. At the moment, I’m trying to understand exactly what happened. There are several aspects of her care that I still struggle to reconcile, including concerns about severe COVID pneumonitis that appeared to be dismissed, decisions made during her admission, and the rapid decline that followed. My hope is that obtaining the records will provide some clarity and answers. Sometimes I find myself wondering “what if?” and wishing we had been given more time. Everything happened so quickly, and we never even had the opportunity to try the new protocol from Astron Health that we had been exploring. Since losing my mum, I’ve found myself replaying everything over and over in my head. Wondering if there was something else I could have tried, another question I could have asked, another avenue I could have explored. But if I’m completely honest, my biggest regret isn’t a treatment, a protocol, or a therapy that we didn’t try. My biggest regret is not showing her more love. I was so focused on finding answers. So focused on finding a cure so that she could live. I spent countless hours researching, reading studies, analysing scans, tracking symptoms, and learning everything I possibly could. Every day felt like a race against time. I was constantly thinking about the next step, the next blood test, the next scan, the next treatment, the next possibility.

Laura’s Story Before her cancer diagnosis, Laura’s life already revolved around health and wellness. She was a certified personal trainer, yoga teacher, Clinical Ayurveda Specialist, and health and nutrition coach who deeply believed in living a healthy lifestyle. Then, in 2011, everything changed. Laura was diagnosed with Stage 2 breast cancer despite years of focusing on exercise, nutrition, and healthy living. The diagnosis was especially frightening because of her family history and the loss of her brother to testicular cancer years earlier. At the time, Laura followed a standard-of-care treatment approach that included surgery, chemotherapy, radiation, and hormone therapy. Years later, after believing she was cancer-free, Laura experienced a metastatic recurrence. Following a fall, scans revealed cancer throughout multiple areas of her body, including her hips, pelvis, spine, ribs, shoulder blade, lymph nodes, and chest cavity. The diagnosis forced her to reevaluate not only her treatment plan, but also how she wanted to live, think, heal, and use her energy moving forward. That journey ultimately led her deeper into the metabolic and terrain-based approach to health, emotional healing work, nervous system support, mindset work, and learning how to care for herself physically, mentally, and emotionally. Read the full article: https://www.mtih.org/about/latest-news/healingboundaries Or watch the full conversation with Laura: https://youtu.be/ZDenrvwnX5Y?si=glPc2GBFjmnGY2VB

Just had my scan result and I’ve managed to shrink my largest met by 5mm from 65mm, a lung met also had a bit shaved off and my pancreas met looks thinner but the same length! What did I do? Well I added in fbz to the protocol 3-4 months before the scan and I added iscador Qu by subcutaneous injections for 4 weeks before the scan. A previous IV mistletoe therapy for an 5 week period gave me stability in the next scan. Mistletoe is an immune system mobiliser If you can do that and have some sauna’s/fevers I think you might get things working better. I’m carrying on with another course of iscador qu and will try and keep it going for 3 months. My oncologist went ape about it but I think it’s having an effect.

To every one of you walking this path — whether you’re fighting, supporting someone you love, researching late at night, or simply trying to hold things together — I want you to know how deeply respected you are. This journey is not easy. It takes courage, resilience, curiosity, and heart. And yet, despite everything, this community continues to show up with generosity, wisdom, and care for one another. That matters more than words can express. Christmas can bring joy, but it can also bring reflection, uncertainty, and mixed emotions — and all of that is okay. Wherever you find yourself today, please know you’re not alone. Wishing you peace, moments of warmth, and renewed hope as we move toward a new year together 💚

I have stable scan results from last months scan. The bastards make me wait for a month to get the results! It’s a PITA as it’s a month of mental torture and how can I adjust my protocol based on a month ago? I did add in Mistleto therapy (Helixior A) by IV and I have been using fenben with ivm instead of mebendazole. I should learn to do one thing at a time! The previous 2 scans had mixed results but the biggest mets grew slightly so halting that is a huge relief!