My emotions and overwhelm limit me once I feel I did not reach my goal, the voices is my parents. I am good enough. I have the knowlage and experience. I can do anythibg I put my mind too and do not have to listen to past voices. I only have to prove my worth to me. I am worthy.

I am holding back due to my father's voice and comment and my mother's perspective of looks...so I hold back launching my products with pricing as I eant to prove myself to others.. I hold back on visibility by going life and talking and use my time as excuses due to my appearance. I cross this boundaries day by day, bit by bit.

If you don't have AVA: Go to the Classroom and start at the top. Only do day 1. Honestly force yourself to go past the obvious. Write down what comes to your mind. Allow it to be messy. When you would have done it with AVA, you literally dump it on her. Now dump it on paper, for you to look at at a glance. Read what you wrote again, ask follow-up questions, and answer your 3 questions under Day 1 and formulate your own one line. If you do have AVA, talk to her like you are having your last say, there might be something she catch that you never would have connected. Simply type/say: Pattern Interrupt, and she'll know what to do next. Only do day 1! Day 1 is one line: Catch the belief that's been running you on autopilot. Here's what to look for. Not a big dramatic realisation. The opposite. Watch for the quiet rule you never question, the "that's just how I am," the thing you do automatically to stay safe, keep the peace, stay ahead, prove yourself. It won't feel like a belief. It'll feel like a fact. That's exactly how you know you've found it. The ones that feel most obviously true are the ones worth catching. Your one job today: name it in a single sentence and post it here. Just the belief. Don't fix it, don't solve it, don't explain it away. Catching it is the whole task. Then watch what you do next. The moment you name it, part of you will want to defend it or rush past it. That flinch is the pattern protecting itself. Notice that too. Post your Day 1 line below. One sentence. We start now.

Day1: I am enough. I am made in God's image. I don't have to be afraid to tell my story and be myself any longer. If others see me as a "firecracker" i need to see me as a Firecracker