I am a rule breaker. For me rules scream that there is something I must do or be different to be worthy. We are all unique puzzle pieces, so if we do anything exactly the same as another the puzzle is not complete. I choose to be confident in what my soul tells me and it most certainly tells me to examine all rules. They can be limitations and we are limitless! It’s funny because old versions of me followed so many rules to please others and the world around me. Now I am “the rule breaker.” 😅😅❤️❤️🙌🏻🙌🏻 For me the only guideline is to treat myself and others with love. So now I spot rules that mimic those in organized religions at a deep level, examine with curiously, and bust through that tape. For while I don’t judge it as what works for others just does, I have noticed even in the spiritual community there are limiting rules and “clicks.” Which can keep one from their true self. You can choose what books you check out as my buddy Bashar has said. I have even questioned some of his “laws/rules.” Granted there are amazing guidelines. Hehe Being overly selfish and selfless is two sides to the same coin. Really ponder that if you wish. 🙂❤️😉🙃

Sometimes you get confused…. You think that something outside of you will change your inside feeling. But this is never true for the outside is just a mirror for your inside Jobs coming or leaving… it’s a mirror of YOU Money… it’s mirroring your beliefs and feeling about it… which are demonstrated through your ACTIONS Your free time shows you what you feel obligated to do or be. It’s the best measure of how free you are. The thing about awakening is that you can’t fake it.. You can’t just say the words and have it be enough The shift comes from you, through you, and into your life… Which is why when you get happy and stay that way no matter the circumstances Everything shifts all at once… The more you need something to change, the more “it” looks at you and says, why should I change? You’re not changing And then when you start smiling ANYWAY… that’s when everything changes too At first it’s little things and if you celebrate these little changes AS A COMPLETELY NEW World 🌎 they start to become BIG things But if you DEFINE the little things as “no big deal” then that is the effect you will create for yourself Many of you have already made it to the top of the elevator… and then you’ve gone back downstairs so you can run to the top again.. the long way At anytime you can Simply GIVE yourself the shift because you are the Giver and Receiver of everything in your life. When you deny that you need to change. You deny yourself the chance for change It cannot come to you unless you REALIZE that you want to change Why should I give you something you aren’t matching the frequency of yet? What makes you the exclusion to the rule? But the good news is you may have your change as soon as today if you choose. It just takes you stopping being in denial about being in denial of your fear based negative belief systems. I created this container for you to explore your beliefs and make any change you choose for yourself…but it won’t happen through surface level words… or sitting back and avoiding the live and recorded meetings

So, I have been writing my book over the last year. Conversations with the Goddess. Channeled with Activations - so a interactive book. I am typing it off and now aaaaal the doubts come up that it is boring and I cannot write etc etc etc - so I stopped again typing it down. I dont know how you just don't give a flying f*** Neil - you're my Hero. I know I will publish it.... I just don't know when. It will be donation based. Just wanted to share this part of my journey with the book. The Goddess is NOT happy me taking so much time as there are some important codes in there. But here we are... <3 I guess my teachers voice in 4th grade that told be I cannot write and that I should better never ever take a pen in my hands still echoes in my body/mind/soul....

Fear is not a wall, but a fog. It looks solid from a distance, but the moment you walk into it, you realize it has no power to stop you—only the power to obscure your path.

Going to bed with an empty stomach is fruitful…haha no pun intented. My dream travels were very meaningful last night and I remember them. Encountered another being, well several. I went through a crevice in some rocks and on the other side was an amazing landscape and they were there. I cried tears of joy in the dream and as I was about to go back out they told me to, “be careful out there green horn,” with sweet smiles on their faces. Ha! And “out there” there was many distractions that got pointed out to me specifically. I am full of gratitude. I wanted to share this with you all so that even if it helps one other it’s worth the share. I had very direct intentions before falling asleep. Sometimes the things we think need us can be distractions. It takes your own discernment. Blessings to all. ❤️❤️