So, I have been writing my book over the last year. Conversations with the Goddess. Channeled with Activations - so a interactive book. I am typing it off and now aaaaal the doubts come up that it is boring and I cannot write etc etc etc - so I stopped again typing it down. I dont know how you just don't give a flying f*** Neil - you're my Hero. I know I will publish it.... I just don't know when. It will be donation based. Just wanted to share this part of my journey with the book. The Goddess is NOT happy me taking so much time as there are some important codes in there. But here we are... <3 I guess my teachers voice in 4th grade that told be I cannot write and that I should better never ever take a pen in my hands still echoes in my body/mind/soul....

The first really warm day in March! We did a bunch of wood chipping and sheet mulching. Also some garden prep for planting later. There is still so much to do but my body feels for because I worked and my mind feels good because I’m outside enjoying the trees and the land.

Worry is like a rocking chair: it gives you something to do, but it never gets you anywhere. Faith, however, is the bridge that carries you from the storm to the shore.

Sometimes you get confused…. You think that something outside of you will change your inside feeling. But this is never true for the outside is just a mirror for your inside Jobs coming or leaving… it’s a mirror of YOU Money… it’s mirroring your beliefs and feeling about it… which are demonstrated through your ACTIONS Your free time shows you what you feel obligated to do or be. It’s the best measure of how free you are. The thing about awakening is that you can’t fake it.. You can’t just say the words and have it be enough The shift comes from you, through you, and into your life… Which is why when you get happy and stay that way no matter the circumstances Everything shifts all at once… The more you need something to change, the more “it” looks at you and says, why should I change? You’re not changing And then when you start smiling ANYWAY… that’s when everything changes too At first it’s little things and if you celebrate these little changes AS A COMPLETELY NEW World 🌎 they start to become BIG things But if you DEFINE the little things as “no big deal” then that is the effect you will create for yourself Many of you have already made it to the top of the elevator… and then you’ve gone back downstairs so you can run to the top again.. the long way At anytime you can Simply GIVE yourself the shift because you are the Giver and Receiver of everything in your life. When you deny that you need to change. You deny yourself the chance for change It cannot come to you unless you REALIZE that you want to change Why should I give you something you aren’t matching the frequency of yet? What makes you the exclusion to the rule? But the good news is you may have your change as soon as today if you choose. It just takes you stopping being in denial about being in denial of your fear based negative belief systems. I created this container for you to explore your beliefs and make any change you choose for yourself…but it won’t happen through surface level words… or sitting back and avoiding the live and recorded meetings

Everything that goes here everyone will see and can connect with and play with. No insistence on the outcome and following my joy over here! Happy Now!