Hey there, friends. I HAVE RETURNED. 🐵 I'll be re-aliving the spiritual rebels community and be bringing more people here shortly. I'll be adding exclusive content and live calls soon for those who want to be in the inner circle 😉 That being said, I'll need some admins to help keep the community clean and get rid of the bots and occasionally low-quality content. Also to accept new members into the community. I had some of you as admins before, so if you'd like to be considered, comment below. The more active you are, the more likely I will be to accept you. Also, i'd encourage you to share some topics you'd be interested in hearing more about 🙏

Long story short, I've struggled with depression all my life and started getting out recently. I've been eating self-help, philosophical, esoteric, spiritual, you name it, stuff for something like 5 years. Even though as stated above it gets better, it is so painfully slow, I hate it. Today I quite felt good, had the home for myself... and didn't do shit. So in the end I just went back buying a bottle and I'm drinking again behind my computer. Sorry for that, I guess I just needed to get it out of me. I know, see, it gets better. I should make it with time. But why does it have to be so slow? God or something could just tell me what my purpose in life is and I could just get started at once. I really feel like I'm wasting time I should be spending making the world a better place. I feel sad and frustrated.

Lately I’ve been deepening my practice and learning a ton from Rey as I felt naturally drawn to his teachings and aura. Yet his cup isn’t the only one I drink from. I love exploring different angles, teachings, and perspectives… especially the ones that hit me in the soul at the right moment. One resource I use a lot is https://lonerwolf.com. I’ll also bounce ideas off ChatGPT to get more clarity, reflections, or deeper interpretations when something sparks. I’d love to hear from you all on what teachers, books, channels, practices, or frameworks have helped you the most on your path? Anything you’ve revisited again and again because it works? Feel free to drop whatever’s been meaningful for you — someone else here might need exactly that puzzle piece today. 🙏✨

Like everyone here, I'm trying to better myself. With the idea to take care of my body I started doing some push ups. Nothing fancy, regular, like I always did. Around 15, I felt a big pain in my back. Almost impossible to move. At the same time I was setting up a work I had been procrastinating for some time, and I had planned to take care of other errands. My back getting stuck through out of the window all my planing, I went swimming to try and fix it, and then tried to survive the rest of the day, waiting for the pain to go away. What I don't understand is the following: I was doing good work Had the intention to do more Was doing push ups to take care of my body And it's almost like the universe punished me for it. I know everything I said might sound a bit silly and that I'm supposed to use this experience to create my own meaning, make it usefull to me. But I'm sure there are others who have also felt this frustration of feeling like you got punished for doing what's right. Wanted to know what you think about it.