Confusion with feeling the need to push certain people away, who have drained me. To continue to heal myself, to be who I was born to truly be and how i feel. Choosing me when my daughter is crumbling with her own pain. It is bringing out very raw emotions. She can not release the judgement on me. I see and feel her wounds and I can not see how to guide when she is not hearing me to believe me, if that makes sense. After 2 decades of this internal battle within ourselves. While I am in calm and love and kindness, she is the polar opposite. Drowning in her own pain, holding anger to the past, pleading I am her only saviour as her only means. We did not have a great relationship, where I lacked in myself, she saw it as I was weak and needed to control etc. And I feel so drained. Patience for some guidance is understood. Anything on guidance when the current system has others at unease and ourselves trying to be embodied. Mars and Pluto 💃 My youngest grandson has severe Autism, as she says. My daughter can not see what I do. Just the pain, controlled by the very system that is meant to help, but has her in so much fear. Our differences in perceptions, is a challenge.