When Doctrine Speaks Louder Than Love
I want to share this as a personal journal, not as a debate, not as a rebuttal, and not as a claim to being “right.” Through the question I asked and everything that followed, I came to a fresh realisation: the Holy Spirit truly teaches all truth. When we seek, ask, and knock, He is faithful to lead us—personally and inwardly—through the Word. I don’t need any teacher, interpreter, or debater to become the voice of God for my own growth. I deeply thank God for the gifts given to the Body of Christ—teachers, pastors, and those who share insight. They are precious. But Scripture also reminds us that we all know in part and prophesy in part. And sometimes knowledge is presented loudly, confidently, and passionately—yet it is no longer carrying the heart of Christ for those who are truly suffering. My original question was simple. People are being hurt by false deliverance practices. People are traumatised, confused, and blamed for their pain. People come looking for help—and leave more broken. But the responses I saw quickly became debates over doctrine, interpretations, and positions. The suffering people disappeared from the conversation. And the more I read, the more I felt I was witnessing something very familiar in Scripture—the spirit of the Pharisees: defending truth while missing love, arguing theology while neglecting mercy. So I decided to stop engaging in right-and-wrong arguments. Instead, I chose to return to the Lord. I’m sharing my personal video journaling here not to convince anyone, but to remind myself that Christ is my Shepherd. I don’t need to win theological ground. I don’t need to belong to a camp or clique. I don’t need to prove I am right while others are wrong. “The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want.” And I would add this from my heart: The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not be wrong. If this means standing alone at times—like Jeremiah—so be it. This world will always form groups, draw lines, and say, “I am right, you are wrong.” But I’m choosing a different path: to listen, to abide, to love, and to let the Spirit lead me into truth that produces life, not arguments.