I think I mentioned I got scammed giving out my information before and all I do is fuck up. I'm sad, depressed, negative, lonely, got no phone. nothing. my dad and step mom pays for my phone and now they don't trust me. Like my life is over I need fucking money now. I don't care if it's job or business. I need fucking money now. I need to make money online and I need a fucking team of mentors who got good results that are better than me but are willing to lift me up. like I'm nothing without fame. I've built myself up. and now my parents don't give a fuck. I need a fucking job. I'm so sad and I have no friends to help me and now I'm losing people who love and look up to me. I need to get out of this broke mind set like this fat fuck who's broke said "being broke is not that bad I wanna slap him in the fucking face." like I'm fucking negative and dark as fuck. like i hate myself I ruined my dads birthday by doing it late which means trying to fix my phone and unlocking my new account. this is all my fault. I just hate myself. if anyone can help me please. cause I need fucking help.